Ware do i go?

Hi Prinha,

Today i again need you as my dear one who listens to me, and also tells me what to do. And you know today again, i am, for absolutely no fault of mine accused and abused for not letting her stay in this house. Whom i am i to say anything? I dnt even utter a word to anyone, i have never expressed my desires of even petty things at home, i eat what they order for, i hardly ever occupy their seats anyware. And, she always, purposely, finding an audience says, loud and clear, that, " She wont let us stay in this house". Ware have i gone wrong? Is my being quiet for the sake of peace, causing al this? I am an audience to fireworks in all conversation at our house. I m always a silent spectator, cause i fear history repeating itself. But the result is- she mocks me, and than her son stares at me as if his looks could kill me. All the time and care and love showered is forgotten. I had to cry out today n beg that i may be let to stay in the house, as i cannot afford to have a place of my own. I shall take one meal at night, buy the rest of my food, and also not step out of my room. What more do i do so she allows me to stay on there. I really wish i had a two room place of my own, where i could live in peace. Spending long Sundays and evenings on the office sofa can get tiring sometimes. i beg u, Prinha, pl dnt leave me now. Be there, be my strength, give me an ear and help me pass this hurdle of life.

M.