A beautiful relationship ended today. Beautiful, that's what i always thought it to be. A friend, who desired not to be called a friend, but an associate had always remained dear to me. I truly felt that the connection is not of this life, but smthing longer and deeper. All that rebuking and insulting too never made me annoyed. I knew that i had given all my sincerity in this relationship- Whatever role i performed- it was as true and sincere as prayer to Almighty. I gave all i had in this friendship(if i may call it so). I always desired to see my friend happy. I knew he was happy to give happiness to his people- i let him do that- cause i knew he would like it. Inspite of all the indifference, my heart never really believed that this person could be cheating on me, or playing a game with me. I still do not believe he is doing that- but the very fact that he does not care for all now- has removed me from that list too- he cares for very very few- so- it is supposed to be justified f he makes stories to convince me that all is right- y is he doing so? Does he not know that i have given all sincerity in this relationship?? I always thought God will reward me with sincerity in this relationship atleast. When i gave my life in another relationship- i dint get back love, n here i gave in all that i had- i dint care for my tomorrow- i trusted this friendship like i have faith in Lord- but today i have finally realised- i was being a fooled..:-(.......Alas! this has broken this friendship which i nursed most lovingly. M sad. God, did i deserve it? M not annoyed- just that m pushed back years- will be very difficult to ever make friends again... This should not have happened Lord. I wasnt prepared for more shocks and disasters in life.
M.
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